The Silver Moon and the Black Black Star

2006-09-15T17:39:00.000+08:00

ech... math test yesterday, lit test yesterday, geog test today, french oral next week, french listening next week... dying man. and to think of the poor sec 4s. MAN i'm not looking forward to that.

2006-08-31T15:58:00.000+08:00

Teachers' Day 2006:
Fun man! Spent the time reading 'Sandman' with Roshni, and then, went to the concert. Was fun... though the singer of 'Cyanide' was a bit rusty on the high notes... but then again the mikes were all funny, too. Kept crackling and stuff. Oh well.

Got lots of homework. Geography, english, history, and maths. Four maths papers, dude. Argh. What good is a week-long holiday when you don't get to enjoy it. :P

Got soaked the whole day, cuz didn't bring umbrella. Er Yu helped me out ^_^

On the way back, got a little damp too. Wasn't too bad.

Then I went to Loyang. I got there, like, 12.30, so I had to wait one hour to get in, because the ex-students could only go in at 1.30. T.T How bad is that.

After I managed to get in, I ate some spaghetti in tomato sauce... XD
Met friends like Shahirah and Nadiah. Yeah.
And gave the orange tulip and letter to Mrs Tan!! Yay!! <333
I talked with her for pretty much the rest of the time that I was there, which is maybe to around a little past three? She's teaching P1 now...

Talked to her about lots of stuff. Lots and lots of real interesting stuff. Later Mrs Eng joined us, and we talked some more ^^. They want me to write something for the yearbook, I feel so honored... :')

Ladee dah. Moving doldrums. Been in this house for... lemme see... [counts on fingers] six years. ackers. Talk about long-time attachment.

2006-08-24T20:01:00.000+08:00

Haven't posted in a while... AGAIN... some stuff has happened since the tenth.

For one, we had Fiesta @ Cedar this week's monday. Went quite well... We had a whole BAND, with a bassist and an electric guitar person and a keyboardist and a drum playerperson!! it was so cool. Mr Lam sang 'You are my Sunshine' at the end. It was real cool.

2006-08-10T11:38:00.000+08:00

Again, nothing much happened today, but then again, it's only going to be noon... I packed some stuff into my box, mostly accessories and stuffs... I'm being more excited about moving than about going to, say, Thailand or something. I'll have my own room, yayzies. I'm gonna plaster the walls with Pirates stuff <3.
Well, yesterday WAS the national day parade, but I somehow ended up watching 'The Mummy II' instead. Weird huh.
I'm down with a sore throat, blocked nose and a headache. No school today, but school again tomorrow. Maybe I'll get an MC.
Sighs. Feel so sick. Drinking tea non-stop.

2006-08-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

Nothing much happened today... just packed some stuff and clothes into boxes. I also started colouring in on photoshop a picture that I had drawn of Jack Sparrow (the cartoony type, I can't do portraits). Quite fun really. Oh yeah, and I have a headache, blocked nose, sore throat, and a teensy bit of a 'blah' mood. Don't think there's much difference though. Nyeh. :P

So, today's National Day... Cool. 41 years of Singapore. :)
Gonna watch the parade on tv. Looking forward to the fireworks.
I wonder if there's school tomorrow. Maybe not. Gotta ask Lucie.
I miss talking with Fee and Sly and the church people. Maybe I'll follow my sis to church this Sunday.
Look at me as a pirate:

heheh cool eh... love it

2006-08-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

Today was ND celebrations. Dang fun, I tell ya. Especially the part where the light went off and we switched on our torches >.<

Went to watch 'Click' with Er Yu afterwards. Originally we planned to watch Tokyo Drift, but we bumped into a couple of Cedarian friends there that said it was crappy, so we changed our minds. It was a great movie... funny and sad at the same time. Happy ending, too. If anyone is thinking about going to the cinema anytime soon, I'd recommend it. Yeah.

I am also in the mood to write a very depressing poem. Not saying I'm depressed, just haven't written one in a long time.

The land is torn.

Bleeding.

Dead.

The earth is dry and cracked

Like my heart.

In pieces.

Unrepairable.

Dead.

So dead.

Why can't I live?

Everything is gone.

The dragons of Lore.

The magicians that protected the land.

The woods that I loved so.

All gone.

Nothing left.

Nothing.

Nothing?

No, not nothing.

My sorrow remains.

Memories, too.

All so painful

No tears left to cry.

I sit on a charred tree stump

A fleeting memory

That I fail to grasp.

I am dead.

Nothing but a faint memory in the land.

I cannot leave, yet I cannot stay.

The land is me, and I am torn.

Torn into pieces of black, hot ash.

2006-08-07T18:35:00.000+08:00

I haven't posted in AGES... this line is quickly becoming cliché in my blog. Haiz. Changed the skin... Actually I modified the one with the dragon. Love the pic, it's so sweet. Mm-hm. Yeah tomorrow is the ND celebrations. The dance is so fun, especially the Numa Numa song and the one before it. Shoulder shimmy aarrgh-tastic.

I've just realised how colossal Jack Sparrow is. Half my friends like him, and the other half obsesses about him. <3

2006-06-26T14:56:00.000+08:00

HI HI HI, YOURS TRULY IS BACK FROM THAILAND AND SHE HAS SUNBURRRRNNN... BWAHAHAHAH I AM SHEDDING.
I unfortunately can't provide any photos cuz i have no camera.. [my sis has tho, go her blog if you wanna see, maybe she has some posted pics... ] first night in bangkok and then on to phuket... we were at two locations there... two/three nights at first location, and the rest at this super cool hotel called Surin Beach Resort... the [buffet]breakfasts were great, there was a pool with two tobogans, they had massages[but we didn't go for those], internet service, snooker, a kid's playhouse[i didn't go there either haha], beach volleyball courts[we didn't go there, dunno how to play], and lots of other really cool stuff. I gained weight T.T 1kg eventhough it didn't seem like it at first. sighs. I had two [henna] tattoos done, but since i have sunburn and my skin's peeling, the tattoo's peeling as well.

Waste of money.[the tattoo not the vacation. the vacation was awesome.]

Today's math lesson was super fun, we started on mesturbation and Teach started talking about pyramids, and about how 10000 classrooms would fit in there, and how many students, and how many Teachs would have to stand on top of each other to reach the top etc. etc. etc. etc. So yeah. The whole lesson was over before it even started. And it was last period too :)

That must have been the funnest maths lesson i ever had.

I'll post again soon, logging off now. wheebounce.

2006-06-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

Agh I haven't posted in such a long time... I annoy myself. Quite a few things have happened since my last post... Let me see. I've finished most of my homework, for one. Yay!!! I've still got some odds and ends here and there to take care of, among them are about 5 graph questions for maths, but heck I can finish those when I get back from Thailand. YES THAT'S RIGHT I'M GOING TO THAILAND HAHAHAHA... hem. I'm bringing two science testpapers there, cuz I need to finish some questions... I photocopied them from Er Yu with her kind permission... :3 ... And that's basically it. Tho I still have IPW, but I have no idea what happened to my group. There's also some group work for history, but noone has contacted me so I don't know what will happen. Now for the main bit in this post.

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That wasn't the main bit in case you were wondering. The main bit is....

CZECH REPUBLIC WON THE OPENING MATCH WITH USA 3:0!!!! I AM SO SO SO HAPPEEE!!! I bounced around quite a bit... BUT I AM STILL VERY HAPPY!!! I sincerely hope that there will be a TV in my room in Thailand because I wanna catch the rest of the matches as well... The next match is against Ghana. Haha I am going to be patriotic. +.+ <= And act like a clown too lol. Going to Thailand... XD

2006-06-02T15:12:00.000+08:00

Ok i solved the disappearing text problem... i'll just change the font colour and the thing pops back up. Yeah ah am back in business baby! Ahem. Nothing much happening during the holidays yet... I missed the lit meet-up wif friends cuz my phone was off and charging. On the sixth I'm gonna watch X-Men with my sis and her church friends... Mayber Er Yu will come too I'm so happy! And until halfway through the holidays I'll have practically nothing to do but homework, and then it's off overseas to Thailand. Whee! >.<
Randomness... When you add a 'y' to 'dragon' it becomes 'dragony' which is also a bit like 'Dr. Agony'. Weird huh. I LOVE ORANGE!!!!! Random loving sentence this time. And since the new skin is orange... well. Let's just say I love autumn. Apart from that, nothing much happened today... Except a most delicious lunch... Potato roll thingies with sugar, cinnamon and melted butter. Mmm, my mom's specialty. I ate six. :P

2006-05-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

Went to a concert from Red Rain. Originally when my sister asked me to come I was feeling like blah, whatever, I'll go if you stop bugging me. It was like that the first time I went to her church too lol.... Anyway it was absolutely AWESOME, the songs were great.... My favourites are Signs, Red Rain (who doesn't like that song sheesh) and Summer. Blue skies and long hot summerrr days, white sands and surfing in the baysss... Agh I so love that song. Whee. Bounce. And all the other maniacal stuff hyper idiots like myself do in their free time. Anyway, I searched every nook and cranny of blogskins for nice skins (duh that's what most people do at blogskins.. I'm being lame) and I came across a couple of really nice ones... I'll incorporate a new skin on my bloggy when I feel like it. I'll make some new links too... Got some ppl's adresses at the concert. Whee. Can you say... hyperrrr? Lol. I'm gonna link the Red Rain website. Yay. I should probably stop crapping and write something meaningful but AIN'T DOING NOTHING SO THERE I like crapping it's one of the few things I'm good at, explains why I'm so bad in summary and so good in literature. Wheezers. Haiz I hate math RANDOM HATING SENTENCE BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE IT ok random hating sentence over. I said I was hyper. Being hyper calls for random hating sentences lol. Buzzzz buzzzzz I am the annoying fly buzzzzzz buzzzzzzz OUCH what did you swat me for I'm so nice and annoying argh whateva... buzzz. Haha you shall never bring me down YEAH

2006-05-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

Once when I was walking home

I felt the breeze and thought

Of that one great love long gone

And the price at which 'twas bought

I heard the voices on the wind

The whispers on the breeze

Ghosts of the time of Aederynnd

And the Keeper of the Keys.

I felt the fingers on my face

The love and kindness too

Now they're gone without a trace

To the sky's eternal blue.

The love is gone

Taking my soul with it

Evil ghosts, Begone!

I have no more spirit

So I walk home,

Though nothing awaits me there

Just the yawning emptiness

Which I embrace without a care.

Gone.

All gone.

Just the breeze

To remind me.

I have no soul

To ease my pain

So I listen to the voices

On the breeze again.

2006-05-12T13:28:00.000+08:00

Haha I completely revamped my blog... I came across this skin on Blogskins.com. love it. And everytime I go here, I play 'Boulevard of Broken Dreams'. For some reason most of the other songs aren't working, one that IS working is 'True', I'll check the others out. And I finally have a tagboard. FINALLY. lol. Anyway, tag please!

2006-05-05T18:23:00.000+08:00

Hahaha I am feeling sadistic today. And I love making poems that show my feelings. Mwahaha.

See that little chipmunk

Bouncing in the tree.

Happily

From one branch

To another

To and fro

Here and there.

There, see

A shadow in the sky

Careening, an eagle

Passing by.

See the little chipmunk

Run! The eagle's coming!

Hide! The eagle's diving!

Scream! The eagle's claws

Tearing, slicing, mauling

"Whee!" goes the little chipmunk

"I can see my house from here!"

The eagle rises

On the current

Ah the cruel eye,

Hey little chipmunk

Wanna go for a ride?

"Whee, I'm falling!"

Laughs the little chipmunk

There he goes,

Whee, boingboing SPLAT

2006-05-03T19:25:00.000+08:00

Blood

Blood.

Blood on the grass.

Blood on the moss.

On the leaves.

On my hands.

Everywhere.

Knife.

Knife in my hand,

In my enemy's heart.

Killed.

I killed him.

No, it.

The vampire.

A vampire.

Like me.

Blood.

Everywhere.

The moon is dyed red.

The stars, too.

The blood,

It is everywhere.

So red.

So thick.

So warm.

Terrible yet beautiful

In its own way.

Why?

I ask the sky

Why am I to suffer?

Why am I damned?

Cursed?

Forsaken?

Hated?

...

Forgotten?

Blood.

Blood on my hands.

Blood on my heart forever.

2006-04-28T20:08:00.000+08:00

What is life's greatest irony?

The fridge has no chocolate cake.

Is that it?

My pc crashed when I was writing a bestseller.

Is that it?

My pet rock is looking pale and off-colour.

Is that it?

My cage is my mind.

Is that it?

My neighbour practised baseball with a bee hive.

Is that it?

No. The greatest irony of life...

Is Death.

2006-04-28T19:40:00.000+08:00

Queen Death

Smoke ash chaos dust

The world has begun to rust

Bent wires, concrete, cracked stone

The Queen has reached her throne

With the staff of coal black onyx

And a brew of secret tonics

She begins her rule.

Queen Death is her name,

Life is a foolish game

That we all play

Until the day

That the Queen calls us to her court.

Her hair is white

And eyes so bright

It hurts to look upon them.

Robes of grey and silver,

With skulls sown on the hem

A head dress of bleached-white bones

'Tis too late for Requiem.

Bow down before the Queen!

She has conquered all

Kings, empires, summer,

Spring, winter, fall.

Bow down, Mortal! The Queen shall speak

Words of love, rejection, welcome or hate

Words that shall decide

Your Fate.

The Queen is speaking! Listen to the sound!

Terrible as nails on blackboard,

Melodious as the blackbird's song,

She speaks!

Welcome, Mortal! she says.

Welcome to my court!

2006-03-23T17:40:00.000+08:00

My soul is like a ship
Lost in the sea
Like a precious friendship
So dear to me.
It sails below the watching stars
Bobbing, weaving, rearing
In the waves that batter its sides
Under the eyes of the silent skies.
It seeks a port, a place of refuge
A place to rest, a place to love
But oh!the world is too huge
To navigate, to understand
As the tired ship runs upon the sand
Only to find there's no land there
Just sharks to scour it bare
And I wonder, silently
If the ship's lost to eternity.

2006-03-23T16:21:00.000+08:00

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Hi.

This is horrible. I've been feeling completely off for like two weeks, I'm confused, frustrated, fed up, annoyed, not-amused, bang-head-against-wall depressed, and just plain tired. The thing is, recently I've made a decision that could really impact my life, and it seemed to make sense at first, but now I'm not so sure. I have friends that support me, but I don't know whether they really can help me or not. After all, it all comes down to my decision, and I guess that's what makes me feel so helpless about the whole thing. I mean, I know my friends are trying to help me, to make it easier for me, but I'm such a thick-skulled, block-headed, mushy-brained idiot that I can't make a proper decision for myself. I'm fed up with myself for being so indecisive, for being so helpless. I've tried to make a decision for myself, and it's only served to make me more confused. So, I've decided. I've thought about it a lot, and I've come up with a solution. If I can't take it the way it's coming at me, fine, I'll backtrack and take a look at it again, reviewing it, and remaking my decision. I won't rush into it, and I'll think carefully until I make a decision that could weigh so much on the future. Maybe that way, I won't be so confused in the future. I'm sorry, all you people and friends of mine that have helped and encouraged me, but I really need to think about it again so that I can take better control over my life. I love you people, I love my sis and the sec4 friends I have, and the others too, I'm really grateful for all you have done, muaxxx... ^*^ sighs.

-my life is like a wild, fanged beast
out of control
my life is like a precipice
hidden depths, an uneven surface and a long way to fall-

2006-03-13T10:11:00.000+08:00

All are doomed to burn
Love feeds the flames
Days of endless pains
And the smoke takes in turn

All are doomed to rust
Time destroys our lives
Nights cut like knives
And the wind carries away the dust

All are doomed to love
All are doomed to die
Tonight bring the black tomb
For even the most high
Even those in this room
Cannot pretend to fly
And I know.
Even you.
Even I.
Must die.

2006-02-01T18:27:00.000+08:00

Well, this is a new blog I made, ARGH IT'S SO AMATEUR-ISH!!! Like the dragon though. But the blog in overall is so horrid compared to, say, my sister's or her friend's. I have a long, long way to go before I'm even compatible. A long long long long long long long long long--- well, you get the idea. Argh. My HTML knowledge is minimal. Gonna post rubbish, with the occasional meaningfull entry, but yaaarrhh... *drums fingers against keyboard*